I know this will bother you, so I'll just say: I don't think I can tell you about where I am right now. I'm pretty sure it won't go through. But think about how I'm sending you this message. That's important.
Anyway, I'm sending this because you weren't awake when everything happened. Things might have been explained to you but likely in a biased way because I'm some villain or something, right? I'm not going to pretend people will think what I did was good, but I don't regret it. Any of it.
I also can't offer any information about it. All I know is that I woke up in the room where we find all the bodies and Franziska was there along with a weapon. It was a baton. I killed her and then after that, I don't know what happened. I woke up in the bed of our room. Maybe you can figure something out with this information. I do know that she woke up after I did and she fought back a little. So maybe it wouldn't hurt to check for wounds on people? She left me a scratch, but maybe the staff are better killers than I am.
Everyone seems to think I wanted to die because of Luke. I didn't want to die at all, and I wouldn't die for someone I just met. I wasn't even really with Luke—it was just to get suspicion off of us. But everyone seems to be awful at actually finding killers unless they outright confess. Rhys was easy, but it won't be so easy next time probably. I'd like for you to keep people on track. You weren't awake for this, but the only reason people suspect Alvin? Is because Franziska named him to Veronica.
That's why I confessed when they were about to kill either him or a 13 year old or both for no rational reason. So stop them from trying to kill random people. Anyone who keeps hounding on it is probably staff. You also shouldn't focus on the people who bother speaking out. At this point, why would the staff try to draw attention to themselves?
I'd like for you to get through this even though the end result might not be what you want. You're going to have to struggle against a lot of dumb people, which is why I got too frustrated to keep going. It was pretty nice to watch the last trial and know I didn't have to deal with it. After all, I got to choose how I died instead of letting someone choose for me. I think that's the best thing I could have gotten in this place.
I can keep in touch if you want to talk. But no pressure.
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day 9
I know this will bother you, so I'll just say: I don't think I can tell you about where I am right now. I'm pretty sure it won't go through. But think about how I'm sending you this message. That's important.
Anyway, I'm sending this because you weren't awake when everything happened. Things might have been explained to you but likely in a biased way because I'm some villain or something, right? I'm not going to pretend people will think what I did was good, but I don't regret it. Any of it.
I also can't offer any information about it. All I know is that I woke up in the room where we find all the bodies and Franziska was there along with a weapon. It was a baton. I killed her and then after that, I don't know what happened. I woke up in the bed of our room. Maybe you can figure something out with this information. I do know that she woke up after I did and she fought back a little. So maybe it wouldn't hurt to check for wounds on people? She left me a scratch, but maybe the staff are better killers than I am.
Everyone seems to think I wanted to die because of Luke. I didn't want to die at all, and I wouldn't die for someone I just met. I wasn't even really with Luke—it was just to get suspicion off of us. But everyone seems to be awful at actually finding killers unless they outright confess. Rhys was easy, but it won't be so easy next time probably. I'd like for you to keep people on track. You weren't awake for this, but the only reason people suspect Alvin? Is because Franziska named him to Veronica.
That's why I confessed when they were about to kill either him or a 13 year old or both for no rational reason. So stop them from trying to kill random people. Anyone who keeps hounding on it is probably staff. You also shouldn't focus on the people who bother speaking out. At this point, why would the staff try to draw attention to themselves?
I'd like for you to get through this even though the end result might not be what you want. You're going to have to struggle against a lot of dumb people, which is why I got too frustrated to keep going. It was pretty nice to watch the last trial and know I didn't have to deal with it. After all, I got to choose how I died instead of letting someone choose for me. I think that's the best thing I could have gotten in this place.
I can keep in touch if you want to talk. But no pressure.
Good luck,
Adam.